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Friday, June 2, 2006

The Omen

Two more omens were given to me this week by my Tracker to go get a new car. I got a moving violation recently for busting a "Yewie" when I was going to my Second City class. I am awaiting my beautiful ID to return to me assuming they will accept the payment of $145 to take online defensive driving. I wonder why I brought that violation into existence...

Yesterday I took the car to go get the emissions system tested. My car failed! LOL. So, unless I fix my car's issue, I won't pass the test until the "check engine" light turns off regardless of wheter or not the issue is emissions related So, I have 20 days to get a car or my license gets suspended. I know I created this issue for me to kick my butt into high-gear into getting a car.

Damian ain't got jack on my Tracker...

Currently listening :
How Does Your Garden Grow
By Better Than Ezra
Release date: By 25 August, 1998

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

I Lost And Found Me Lucky Charms

n a previous post, I was so proud of the fact I put up a bunch of shelves in the office/studio. I neglected to mention that I didn't know what their maximum holding weight was. Apparently, we exceeded it by putting 400 CDs plus 150 videos on the them cuz it all came crashing down last week.

So, I spent Saturday, Sunday, and Monday buying IKEA brackets for the shelves. Gawd, I love that place! It's the only place I can stand 5 hours in line for something that took me 5 minutes to find! It's a bloody madhouse on the weekends. I found some wooden brackets, got them home, spray-painted them black with two uneven coats of paint, then mounted them up into the wall. I think it'll hold everything up now after redoing the hidden brackets and drilling holes for every possible nut possible. If the things fall off the wall again, I give up because apparently my only handyman skills are for cutting grass and putting shingles on roofs.
Currently listening :
Every Man for Himself
By Hoobastank
Release date: By 16 May, 2006

Monday, May 29, 2006

TDVC - A New Acronym for the Millennium

Is it just me or did this entire weekend blow by quickly? I remember when it was just Friday and all the things I planned on procrastinating on seemed like a Monday away! I was care-free, excited, and completely unmotivated to do jack-shizzle for rizzle my nizzle! Now it's Monday and I'm like "Dude, I thought I had more time!"

Friday was cool. I got to see "The Da Vinci Code". I like how the ticket machine printed the movie as "Da Vinci !" as if they had to make the movie more exciting than it really was...that's what the overhyped marketing was for! The thing that fascinates me about TDVC is the amount of controversy surrounding a book/movie that is purely fiction(I was made aware, however, that the author did claim that the fictionalized storyline was based upon true facts, locations, and relationships. That's what I get for not reading the book!). My question is, "Why is there so much controversy from Church-related groups?" Is it because the someone is throwing questions at the long-held beliefs of the Catholic Church? If I know my history, people have been doing that continuously through out history. To me, this is all a true test of faith.


Faith as defined by the American Heritage Dictionary is as follows:

  1. Confident belief in the truth, value, or trustworthiness of a person, idea, or thing.
  2. Belief that does not rest on logical proof or material evidence.
  3. Loyalty to a person or thing; allegiance: keeping faith with one's supporters.
  4. often Faith Christianity. The theological virtue defined as secure belief in God and a trusting acceptance of God's will.
  5. The body of dogma of a religion: the Muslim faith.
  6. A set of principles or beliefs.
Lots of great definitions here. I will pick two to make my point. Let's go with ..1 and ..4. Keep those in the back of your mind for now. Now, let's go for the definition of truth:
  1. Conformity to fact or actuality.
  2. A statement proven to be or accepted as true.
  3. Sincerity; integrity.
  4. Fidelity to an original or standard.
    a. Reality; actuality.
    b. often Truth That which is considered to be the supreme reality and to have the ultimate meaning and value of existence.

We can take any of these definitions but I will choose ..1 and ..2. In this TDVC context, faith is the acceptance and confident belief in the truth, value, or trustworthiness of God and a trusting acceptance of God's will. With that said, if someone lives all the characteristics of their faith, they are now unshakeable from what they believe in. No movie/book/external divergent thought will shake that belief because that person has arrived at the "truth", and that "truth" is universal, i.e., there can only be one truth for any given situation. For example, I believe "love" is a universal truth because when love is truly manifested, we all feel good when we experience it.

The only force that can change faith is the person who holds that faith. And if they make that choice, let them. If one changes their beliefs without self-motivating purposes, then they truly did not have faith in what they believed in. It doesn't negate the "truth" of the object of their former/current faith. It just means that person has essentially found a new truth to pursue and they are still learning and striving to learn the ultimate truth.

That's what perturbs me a bit about these religious groups. Why be so concerned about the portrayals in TDVC if you truly believe in the scripture/teachings? Why try to ban others from being able to read/watch the movie? The answer to me is that it's a reaction of fear they hold and maybe even a sign of a lack of faith.

Based on personal experience, it seems that the Church works more on fear with sprinkles of messages of love and acceptance. However, in practice I've been told I am going to hell more times by clergy than the crazy "Christmas Hell" lady on the Red Line. I am a sinner and must repent for my sins. But, oh, by the way, the only way for me to be forgiven and get in God's good graces is to follow interpretations of the morals of a select set of books detailing lives of many men/women/dieties. No clear instructions are given because that journey is different for each person and if I don't figure out how to acheive this understanding, I will be punished for all eternity. Damn, being put on Earth and living by these rules sure puts a lot of pressure on a person!

I understand how people can also be so quick to take TDVC as truth because of the aforementioned teachings. It's a scapegoat of sorts to allow people to bash the Church instead of trying to understand why the institution has implemented rules and regulations over the years. Also, as I said before, the work is fiction based on some truths. I implore anyone who will see the movie/read the book to do research prior to giving into it whole-heartedly unless, of course, you have faith that it's all true and that the Opus Dei will stop at nothing to make sure word doesn't get out that Jesus threw down with Mary Magdeline

On the converse, I am sure that the same "just believe it" arguement can be said for the Bible. I know that Father O'Reilley most likely won't ask you to go to the library and do research on curcial parts of the Bible prior to you believing the teaches and events as truth.

(Father O'Reilley at the pulpit)
"Now, if ya could please go to the library and make sure that the Earth that was given to us by the Almighty Lord was covered with water for 40 days and 40 nights to drown his own creations and a big boat floated 'round carrying 2 of every species on the planet, I'd sure 'ppreciate it, lad."

So, in conclusion, TDVC to me is a good thing. It has made people think and re-evaluate their beliefs and teachings. It's launched a 1000 ships of thoughts, research, and confirmation of popularly held beliefs while cultivating the craving for acheiving the "truth". It also gave me a lot of speak about on the blog! Rock on!
Currently listening :
Carmina Burana & Great Classical Marches (Box Set)
By Ludwig van Beethoven
Release date: By 06 December, 2000

Thursday, May 25, 2006

The Tube Won't Tell Me What To Do!

That's right America. Your American Idol is Taylor Hicks. The 29 year-old, gray-haired, "soul" singer that just happens to be one of the whitest guys to ever rock that show. Have you seen this guys moves on stage?! My favorite is when it took him two of his goofy kicks to knock down the microphone stand in the heat of performing. Apparently, he didn't train with Mr. Miyagi (may he rest in peace along with Matsuo 'Arnold' Takahashi, the owner of the famed Arnold's featured in a Weezer video) cuz even Ralph 'Ponyboy' Maccio could've kicked that pole down with the help of his cousin Vinnie.

Anyway, the annoying part of Taylor isn't his dancing, his singing, or even his appearance. Him shouting "Soul Patrol" every chance he gets does make him appear as pretentious as Eminem taking Tupac's vocals and having him say "G-G-G-Unit" on his 1500th posthemous album. How many times in the next 10 years is he going to get resurrected? Jesus even knew to come back just one more time for the remix then end his career.

(Record producer)
"Awe, sheet! New Orleans is unda wata! We needs a Tupac relief single!"

(Tupac under water)
"Awe, Hell Mareh! *girgle* *girgle* *choke*"

Back to Taylor: Yes, I understand the boy has got an affinity for soul music which is nice and admirable. Yes, the "Soul Patrol" is a fan branding name and isn't meant to be taking too seriously. Maybe I am envious I didn't think of calling my fans by a catchy name. Ok, all of my fans, you are now part of the "Dork Patrol".

I am happy that he succeeded even though he was told he wasn't going to a la Simon's infinite wisdom. But, I find him very pretentious right now and will wait to see what he comes out with after winning AI before I classify him as a "soul" singer. Maybe he reminds me of myself and I don't like what I see...wait, I love what I see! Jump back! Gon' kiss myself! HAY!

VH1 right now is on a metal rock frenzy lately. I get to watch the history of metal and the intricate nature of metal music; flashback to clips of lots of leather, spandex, long hair, and artists that should've invested some of their fortunes in the Maybeline line of cosmetics instead of snorting it up their noses. Dee Snyder of Twisted Sister fame was the only recurring commentator that had something to say that was intelligent and right on the mark concerning it.

However, is VH1 telling me metal is back? It also comes of pretentious for them to do it since they classically don't focus on non-mainstream forms of music. VH1 has been all about hip-hop for the last few years. Are they trying to change it to metal? Or is metal really here and I didn't get my spandex in the mail? Damn it, Mom! I'm going bald and hair is back in! DAMN IT!


Currently listening :
Stay Hungry
By Twisted Sister
Release date: By 25 October, 1990

Monday, May 22, 2006

Hammers, Drills, and Leprechauns

This weekend I decided to get proactive by installing shelving in the office/studio, bathroom, and living room. The boxes for some of these shelves were sitting around only for 3 months, so, I was right on schedule for getting them up. My wife helped out by finishing up the drywall paint job that was equally on schedule to be finished as well. So, we got our Tim Taylor on and fixed up the house so we could actually have some storage in the home.

Without any overt gay references, I figured out how manly it feels to put holes into the wall, filling them with drywall hangers, and installing something to hang from the wall. I felt so accomplished after doing it. And everything I posted up is somewhat lined up correctly! Too bad the contractor can't make a ceiling that's perfectly level to save his life though :(

I feel pretty lucky to be able to do this kind of improvement even if it takes me months to get motivated to do it. The next expeditious home improvement project is going to be redo the shelving in the closets! Please excuse my clothes being very wrinkly for the next few months.

Currently listening :
Brood
By Clatter
Release date: By 17 December, 1996

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